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“Hymn of a Judas Smile” 🎭

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Verse 1 We sat on the same wooden pew Hands folded, praying the same truth You called me sister, called me friend Said “God knows how this will end” But behind those holy eyes Were secrets dressed in alibis Pre-Chorus You knew my pain, you knew my tears You knew my love, my greatest fear Still you smiled, still you stayed While something sacred decayed Chorus You broke me in the house of God Where I believed no harm would walk You wore your faith like borrowed skin While stabbing me with quiet sins A church friend’s kiss, a Judas smile You knelt with me—then stole my life Verse 2 You heard my doubts, you heard my cries You watched me trust, you watched me die I never thought the hand I held Would be the one that rang my hell You spoke of grace, you spoke of light While choosing darkness every night Pre-Chorus I searched myself, I searched my soul Asking God what I don’t know Was I blind or just too kind To see the devil dressed divine Chorus You broke me in the house of God Where I believed no harm would walk You wore your faith like borrowed skin While stabbing me with quiet sins A church friend’s kiss, a Judas smile You knelt with me—then stole my life Bridge I lost my faith, but not my God I lost my trust, but not my worth What you destroyed, I’ll rebuild slow With hands still shaking, heart still whole God saw it all, I wasn’t wrong He heard my tears when hymns were sung Final Chorus You broke me—but you didn’t win I’m still holy, scarred within I’ll rise beyond your whispered lies Beyond your prayers, beyond disguise A church friend fell, but I remain Still standing strong, still wrapped in grace Outro I forgive—but I won’t forget What false love feels like when faith is bent I walk away, my head held high God knows the truth—I let Him decide