Went to L.A., almost missed my flight twice (yeah, yeah, twice) I was off the Xans that night, right (right) Almost died on ’em, that’s the last flight (flight) I was pretty cool in my last life (life) [Verse 1] almost passed out starin out the window (right) yeah i cant die tonight got to be right in the light Tell them people, "Check my swag" Yours too bad, take that back I quit drugs, then relapse I run back like gym class Brand-new girl, I need it (uh, ay) If it's too good, I'll keep it Be my Victoria Secret Be my Victoria Secret, yeah Feelin’ every heartbeat like it might be my last, Memories in my head runnin’ way too fast. Tryna calm down but the pressure don’t stop, Feelin’ like the plane droppin’ when my pulse drop. I been tryna heal but the pain don’t listen, See my reflection—yeah, somethin’ look different. Told myself I’d chill but I’m still on a mission, Life so cold but my heart stay drippin’. I know I messed up but I’m tryna make it right, Gotta keep my soul when I’m losin’ my mind at night. Swear I got angels tryna hold me tight, Every time I close my eyes, I’m fightin’ for my life… [Pre-Chorus] Life movin’ fast, can’t slow no more, Way too high, can’t feel the floor. Everybody cheer but I still feel sore, Think I seen death knockin’ at my door… [Chorus] Went to L.A., almost missed my flight twice (yeah, yeah, twice) I was off the Xans that night, right (right) Almost died on ’em, that’s the last flight (flight) I was pretty cool in my last life (life) [Verse 2] Lookin’ out the clouds tryna find my peace, But the storm in my brain never let that cease. I don’t wanna drown but I’m in too deep, All these secrets in my chest that I still can’t keep. Fans show love but they don’t know pain, How I smile wide but I’m numb in the brain. Tryna stay clean but the world insane, Got my heartbeat racin’ like it’s runnin’ from flame. And I pray every night that I make it home, ’Cause the sky feel safer than bein’ alone. Hope God hear me when I’m on my own— Tell the reaper he can leave me alone… [Bridge] If this my last ride, would they care? If the plane crash down, would they say a prayer? I’ve been losin’ myself, tryna find repair, Feels like I’m floatin’ but nobody there… [Chorus] Went to L.A., almost missed my flight twice (yeah, yeah, twice) I was off the Xans that night, right (right) Almost died on ’em, that’s the last flight (flight) I was pretty cool in my last life (life) [Outro] Touchdown safe but I still feel lost, Yeah, I lived fast—didn’t count the cost. If I take that ride to the sky tonight… Hope I don’t miss my last flight.
