[Verse 1] I know who I am when no one’s around I know the habits I don’t write down I know the way I tense my jaw Before I say I’m fine once more I’ve seen what shaped you, I’ve lived it too The flinch, the guard, the follow‑through I’ve met those reactions face to face I’ve worn them in every crowded place [Verse 2] I blamed the world so I wouldn’t look At the ways my past still had me hooked Called it truth, called it being real Really just avoiding how I feel I said that’s just how I am now But that’s a lie I learned to allow Those parts don’t fade, they take control They grab the wheel before you know [Chorus] They show up fast, they talk for me They learned survival automatically They’re not evil, they’re not wrong But they’ve been driving way too long [Verse 3] What you call anger was self defence What you call numb was intelligence What you call broken was doing its job Keeping a kid alive through the fog But survival isn’t living free And protection isn’t who I need to be They stepped in when no one came But staying there keeps me the same [Bridge] This is the part nobody tells you Healing means taking the wheel No more hiding behind reactions No more blaming how you feel Knowing why doesn’t change a thing If you keep letting it decide Awareness isn’t growth Unless you act on what you find [Final Chorus] They got me here, and that’s the truth But they don’t get to run my future too I don’t hate them, I don’t fight I just won’t let them choose my life They kept me alive when I couldn’t stand But now I’m the one with my hands On the wheel This is where it changes Or it doesn’t
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