the worst part about all this shit i got my self in, is I no that there is no way I can fucking win, my mother cried tonight and said she failed me and blamed her self for my mistakes, I told her she did everything right I just like being bad, but my heart breaks, the one who will suffer the most and wear the stress of this shit, is my mother the only one who never quit, it unfair what position I have put my family in right now, I keep thinking I'll make it up to them some how, but the truth is I'm not sure I can take this pain away, I'm not sure but I'm optimistic, and I still pray, you might have put me behind bars, but it's not just me who you left with the scars, you might have taken my freedom, but my family hurt the most that I can see them. punishing everyone I love for shit they didn't do, sound like some shit thing the justice system would do. so fuck my mouth piece and the the judge from the supreme court. and my barrister the useless fucking mort. I told my family not to come to my sentence date, I no I'm not coming back through the same gate, I can't see the disappointment on my children face and see my mum cry, as they drag me out the back to the watch house I'm nervous I won't lie, I never had to worry or think Id have to say good bye one day, and though jail will be fine I'll get by ok. you might have put me behind bars, but it's not just me who you left with the scars, you might have taken my freedom, but my family hurt the most that I can see them. punishing everyone I love for shit they didn't do, sound like some shit thing the justice system would do. so fuck my mouth piece and the the judge from the supreme court. and my barrister the useless fucking mort. fuck the system you never did shit for me, you let let the worst criminals walk as long as they got money, the lawyers are the real crooks here, they are the ones we should really fear, so fuck the mouth piece and the supreme Court judge too, you crooks know what I'm saying is true. so fuck you you might have put me behind bars, but it's not just me who you left with the scars, you might have taken my freedom, but my family hurt the most that I can see them. punishing everyone I love for shit they didn't do, sound like some shit thing the justice system would do. so fuck my mouth piece and the the judge from the supreme court. and my barrister the useless fucking mort.