
Bloodline
# BLOODLINE *[Intro — heartbeat, distant piano]* My dad didn't die in a hospital. Didn't get a funeral. Didn't even leave the room. He died the day I learned what my father had done. Same man. Different word. *[Verse 1]* I hear his voice when my patience gets thin Feel that old temperature under my skin Catch something familiar staring back in the glass And wonder how much blood remembers the past For years that scared the fucking life out of me Like biology came with a guarantee Like everything buried inside of his name Was waiting inside me to grow up the same But blood isn't permission And blood isn't fate It's just where I started Not what I have to create *[Pre-Chorus]* I can't change where I came from Can't drain him from my veins But history can travel through you without becoming your name *[Chorus]* This is my bloodline Not a sentence, not a chain I can carry where I came from without carrying the same pain Keep the strength that got me through it Leave the poison where it lies Blood can tell me who came before me It doesn't tell me who survives His blood runs in me But his choices fucking don't What came through generations doesn't get another home *[Verse 2]* Haven't spoken to my parents in almost three years And distance doesn't magically disappear the years There are memories where Dad still has a face Before my father took his fucking place That's the part people struggle to understand I didn't lose every memory of that man I lost the meaning attached to his name One truth arrived and nothing stayed the same I don't sit here burning with hate every night Don't need forgiveness to make this feel right Dad simply stopped existing. What remained was blood. A biological fact I didn't choose and don't have to love. *[Bridge — stripped]* My dad died when my father did what he did. That's it. Same heartbeat. Same body. Same DNA. But the word **Dad** meant something. And he killed it. I don't need to carry hatred to keep that door closed. I don't need to pretend there's reconciliation waiting at the end of healing. Some relationships don't heal. They end. And sometimes ending them is how something else gets to live. *[Verse 3 — music begins rising]* Then my son held his daughter in his hands Five-and-a-half pounds healthy breathing brand new And suddenly I wasn't thinking about the man behind me. I was looking at the man in front of me. My boy. Somebody's father now. Holding the next branch of the same bloodline like the future weighed almost nothing at all. And fuck... That's when I understood. The bloodline never needed to end. Only the inheritance did. *[Breakdown — crushing half-time]* MY FATHER DOESN'T GET HER HIS DAMAGE DOESN'T GET HER HIS CHOICES DON'T BECOME SOME FUCKING FAMILY HEIRLOOM SHE DOESN'T OWE THE PAST ONE SECOND OF HER FUTURE MY SON DOESN'T HAVE TO BECOME ME I DIDN'T HAVE TO BECOME HIM THIS IS THE POINT WHERE BLOOD KEEPS MOVING AND THE FUCKING PATTERN DOESN'T *[Final Chorus]* This is our bloodline Look how different it can grow Same blood moving forward without carrying what we know Keep the fire, keep the courage Keep the strength that helped us stand But fear and shame and poisoned choices die in yesterday's hands I can't choose the blood before me But I choose what travels through And the greatest thing I hand my children is less shit to fucking undo This is our bloodline Not redemption for his name A five-and-a-half-pound little girl doesn't inherit someone else's shame And if she ever asks what changed before her time— Tell her somebody finally learned: **Blood carries history. Not instructions.** *[Outro — piano, heartbeat]* My dad died years ago. My father is still part of my biology. Those are two different truths. And now my son holds his daughter. Healthy. Safe. Loved. Same blood. **Different inheritance.**

