Verse 1 Ryan, I still see that little boy With dirt across his jeans. Running after every dream, Long before the racing scene. Life didn't write the story Either one of us had planned. But I'd still choose to love you With these same two hands. Verse 2 Trevor, I've heard every word, Even the ones that broke my heart. I know sometimes love gets hidden When life's pulling us apart. I wish you could have seen the nights Your dad and I stayed awake. Trying to give you everything Love alone could make. Pre-Chorus I'm not asking you to see me As someone who got it all right... Just remember I never stopped Choosing you every night. Chorus Maybe someday you'll know How hard this mama tried. How many tears fell quietly That I never let you find. Maybe someday you'll see Love isn't always easy to show. Sometimes it's packed in lunchboxes, Long drives, and saying "no." If all you remember are my mistakes, I pray time softens what it knows. And somewhere down the road... Maybe someday you'll know. Verse 3 Jaxon, you're still close enough For me to hold your hand. I'm trying every single day To be the best mom I can. I know your brothers feel far away, And that leaves an empty space. I hope you never doubt for one second You'll always have my embrace. Bridge I learned when I lost my daddy Tomorrow's never guaranteed. Life can change without a warning Before we're ready to believe. So if my time comes sooner Than either one of us expects... Don't let the last page of our story Be written by regret. Remember every ballgame, Every prayer before first pitch. Every late-night talk, every hug, Every time I showed up. I wasn't perfect... But I loved you with everything I had. Final Chorus Maybe someday you'll know You were my greatest dream. Before you ever called me "Mom," You were already everything. Ryan... I'll always be proud of you. Trevor... I'll never stop believing in you. Jaxon... You'll always have my heart. Three boys... Three different journeys... One mama... One love that never changes. Maybe life will bring us back together. Maybe healing just takes time. Until that day, I'll leave the porch light on... And keep your names inside every prayer of mine. Outro If you ever wonder Where home has always been... It's in the heart Of the woman Who never stopped loving you. And maybe... Someday... You'll know.
