[Intro] i don’t even know where to start [Verse 1] i think i started screwing up around 15 skipped school a lot hung out with the wrong people thought i was untouchable like nothing could really catch up with me [Verse 2] i lied to people who cared pushed away the ones who tried drank just to feel something hooked up just to not feel alone that kind of closeness that makes you feel worse after [Bridge] by 18, no real friends no goals, no direction burned every bridge before i knew i’d need them [Verse 3] i’ve hurt people ghosted people used people and now i sit early twenties same place same thoughts same patterns [Outro] nothing huge just small decisions stacked until i buried myself alive [Final Line] i want to change but i’m scared i missed my chance
