you tell me you don't want me back and even though I think that's wack, I still understand what your trying to say, you don't want to go back to living that way. you hated how I would get so protective of what was mine, and how I would destroy any one who I thought was a threat or would cross that line. you saw it as being possessive andnincane across perhaps a bit aggressive, that's only cause I loved you so much I had to show how much I cared, I didn't realise i wasn't showing you love I was just so fucking scared. so what can I do, can we still love each other and not sleep together as a lover, what do I call this relationship we have, if its not what I thought if it's not called love. you have seen parts of me that no one else knows, you have all the secrets about me, seen my highs and lows. you have seen my angel and also met my demons, you have watched me grow after so many seasons, you have hurt me and I have hurt you and it's not something we can undo, just know Im the only one you have ever gave another chance even after hating me if that's not real love or romance...... your the only one I have never been able to stop loving even with anger and rage, I can't seem to turn to another page. you have sold me out and gave up on me so many times. I have taken the charges for so many of your crimes, but even after all the shit i went through, i still spent every day apart wishing I could see you. I see your sorry and I hope you see I am too, but I feel sorry isn't enough for us to continue. I know we can't ever have what we did before and perhaps were better that way, but I will have to respect how you feel and what you say, and I know I can't stay here in your life every single day, and I'll have to let you have your life back how it was before i came around, It hurts but i want for you to have your happy life found.
