Still Loading (You Never Arrive)

[Verse 1] You say “almost.” You say “soon.” Same old promise in a different room. Blue light flickers on your face. Every deadline just erased. [Pre-Chorus] Spinning wheel. No reply. You look busy. So do I. [Chorus] Still loading. Still the same. Buffering truth inside your shame. Not mysterious. Just delayed. You’re not broken — just afraid. Still loading. Never live. All take, nothing to give. You call it timing. I call it hide. You never arrive. [Verse 2] Drafts unsent. Plans half-made. Every future starts to fade. You love the “what if,” hate the now. Big ideas — no follow-through somehow. [Pre-Chorus] Close the tab. Open doubt. Every time you glitch out. [Chorus] Still loading. Still the same. Static wrapped in pretty blame. Call it depth. Call it slow. But real love actually shows. Still loading. Still pretend. Endless beta. Never end. You say you’re trying. I see the slide. You never arrive. [Bridge] [almost whispered] I mistook delay for something deep. Thought your silence meant you think. But waiting isn’t romantic air. It’s just fear dressed as care. [Final Chorus] Still loading. I’m done now. Closed the window. Shut it down. No more buffering your disguise. No more staring at your lies. Still loading — not my role. I won’t orbit an empty soul. You call it timing. I call goodbye. You never arrive.