Intro: I tried taking the high road It just made me quiet Verse 1: I told everyone I’m fine now Said your name without a shake But every smile feels rehearsed And every memory still aches You walked away with clean hands Left me holding the weight I had to learn how to breathe again While you barely felt the change Pre-Chorus: I don’t miss you I miss who I was before Chorus: I don’t wish you dead I don’t wish you gone I just hope life hits you honest When you’re sure you’ve moved on I hope it hurts the way it should When you realize what you lost I don’t wish you the worst forever Just long enough to feel the cost Verse 2: I tried being understanding Tried forgiving too fast But swallowing my anger Just made it leak out the cracks You say I’m overreacting Say I should let it go Funny how you want peace now When I’m the one who broke Pre-Chorus: I won’t scream But I won’t lie Chorus: I don’t wish you dead I don’t wish you pain I just hope your confidence Cracks when you hear my name I hope you feel the silence When there’s no one left to blame I don’t wish you the worst forever Just enough to feel ashamed Bridge: Maybe this makes me bitter Maybe it makes me real I tried turning hurt into grace But grace doesn’t cancel what I feel I won’t chase closure I won’t rewrite the truth I don’t need you to suffer endlessly I just need you to know what you did Final Chorus: I don’t wish you dead I don’t wish you weak I just hope the nights get loud When you can’t fall asleep I hope something reminds you Of the mess you walked away from I don’t wish you the worst forever Just long enough to feel what I felt Outro: I’m not proud of this But it’s honest And that’s enough