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Kundalini x 🔥Fungal Interface (Mashup)

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[Verse 1 — Root / Awakening] When I opened my eyes, I was breathing for the first time My lungs were full of color and my bones were humming lines Every blade of grass was laughing, every ant knew my name And I thought, “Maybe God is just a very old game.” I could feel my heartbeat like a drum beneath the dirt And every hurt I’d ever known sang back in reverse All my memories were melting into puddles on my tongue And I swallowed all my childhood till the taste was gone --- [Verse 2 — Sacral / Flow] Then I felt the rivers moving where my stomach used to sleep The serpents woke and started spinning galaxies in me They whispered, “Child, you’ve never died — you’ve only ever dreamed.” And I said, “That’s fair, but I still don’t know what it means.” My shadow split in two and told me, “Meet your better half.” We danced beneath a halo made of photographs My laughter filled the ether like a candle in a jar And I floated through my body like a rental car --- [Verse 3 — Solar / Illumination] Then I saw the sun inside me, burning clean and gold Every secret I had buried just dissolved and told All the faces I’d collected from the years that I’d ignored Were angels in disguise, pretending to be bored And the ego — oh, that bastard — he was sitting on a throne Counting all the versions of himself he’d ever owned He said, “Welcome to the kingdom, but the rent is self-belief.” And when I tried to pay him, all my truths fell through my teeth --- [Verse 4 — Heart / Union] I saw love unzipped from atoms, poured itself through time Wrapped its arms around the ruins, whispered, “You are mine.” I forgave every villain, every saint, and every fool Then I looked into the mirror and forgave that one too The walls began to shimmer like a song inside a lung And everything that ever was became a single hum For one small, golden second I was nothing but the air Then I thought, “How beautiful,” and wasn’t anywhere --- [Verse 5 — Throat / Realization] I tried to speak the language that the cosmos taught to me But the syllables were light, and the grammar was a sea Every word I formed collapsed back into sound Like trying to describe a circle while your body’s spinning round I laughed until I cried, then I cried until I split And my tears became the alphabet of what I almost get I told the sky my secret: “I finally see the plan.” The sky replied, “Congratulations — now you’re just a man.” --- [Verse 6 — Third Eye / Dissolution] And that’s when it hit me — that flash of self again The watcher behind watching, trying to comprehend The snake ate its own tail, and the light began to fade And the I that had been infinite fell back into its cage My chakras dimmed like motel signs, one by one by one The thousand-petal lotus closed and swallowed up the sun I woke up on my carpet, face against the floor Still high enough to swear I’d seen the truth — but not enough to know what for --- [Outro — Crown / Return] Now I make my coffee, watch the sunlight on the wall Still hear that cosmic laughter every time I fall Maybe heaven’s just a moment we can’t quite keep Maybe God is just the dream that dreams when we’re asleep And if I ever find the truth again, I’ll try not to speak ‘Cause the more I know, the less I can believe