Excitement I say something often People should do what they want to do All of the time But don’t get it twisted That’s not what I mean I’m not saying fuck everything That walks into your dreams We’ve been conditioned To think pleasure has a name To think excitement is a body And desire is the game But excitement comes in colors Excitement comes in forms It can find you in the silence It can find you in the storms Creativity Curiosity A little bit of magic A little mystery I kept myself sexless long enough To finally understand I can make my own happiness I can make my own plans I can bring my own pleasure I can light my own flame I’m very magical 🧚 And I like it that way Do what you must first Then do what you like That’s always been my way Get the work done Then go play I was raised to work I’m a workhorse, that’s true And I actually love it When there’s something I can do I love service I love caring I love showing up and sharing Because maybe what we’re missing Is the love of one another We’re all connected We’re all part of each other So I work Then I wander I finish what I must Then I follow what I love And when the day is mine I go Wherever the wind takes me Wherever the road bends Wherever the river calls me Wherever the sky begins I drive I paint I write I wander Nature shows me things That I never could have planned The sky speaks to my soul The water takes my hand I follow my highest excitement Wherever it may lead And most of the time That excitement Is just me Sometimes I’m lonely Most of the time I’m not Until you walked in And now You’re the only thing I can think about And I’m literally Trying not to think about you But you’re unavoidable Absolutely unavoidable What the hell Did you do? Because I don’t understand it I love a man very deeply I believe he’s my counterpart A yin to my yang A mirror to my heart I’ve only seen him once But somehow we share a story Different sides Of the same strange glory And then there’s you This other version This alter ego This strange reflection Of somebody I once knew Someone I loved deeply Someone I thought I was destined to But there was a shadow Uncovered Or hidden I still don’t know He let me down As a protector As a partner But I let it happen too That’s the part Nobody wants to say We were both responsible For the shape of the pain He was a shiny object Something beautiful That caught my eye And sometimes A shiny object Is still just a distraction But you You feel different You walked in And something moved Now I have this seed I can’t make disappear And I don’t know If I want to Because excitement Isn’t always logical Sometimes it walks through the door And completely rearranges you Sometimes it’s a person Sometimes it’s a place Sometimes it’s a river Sometimes it’s a song And sometimes It’s you So I guess I’m going to have to experience you I want to experience you In a way that’s strange And beautiful And completely ours Maybe on mushrooms 🧚 Maybe somewhere The sky is wide And the water is near Somewhere we can lose The noise of everybody else I’d prefer if you didn’t tell the world I don’t need a bunch of dogs in heat Thinking it’s open season 😂 This is not a public announcement This is curiosity This is chemistry This is What happens if? I’ve never experienced This particular kind of attraction And I don’t know If it’ll happen once Or twice Or disappear The moment I touch it But I have to know Because you’re a seed And some seeds Never stop growing So maybe I’m supposed to show you What it’s like To go somewhere Outside the ordinary To see what happens When two strange frequencies Meet in the same room Maybe I’ll show you The sky Maybe you’ll show me Something I forgot Maybe we’ll laugh Maybe we’ll lose our minds Maybe we’ll never do it again Maybe once is enough Maybe once Changes everything But I know one thing You’re unavoidable And I am done pretending That I don’t feel it So come on Let’s follow the excitement Let’s see where it goes No promises No plans No borrowed expectations Just curiosity Just chemistry Just two people Finding out What happens When they stop trying Not to think about each other I might blow your mind You might blow mine And maybe that’s the point Because excitement Isn’t something you find It’s something you follow And right now I’m following You.
