[verse 1] Headlights cut across my room Another night I swore I'd change Empty bottles by the window Still got every one to blame Every billboard screams "be happy" Every stranger looks the same Bought another false solution Just to keep me in the game [verse 2] Everybody wants a piece Everybody sells a dream They keep feeding me their answers While they poison everything I can hear my heartbeat racing Like it's trying to escape But I keep walking back in circles To the habits that I hate [bridge] Hey! I know this road! Hey! It never lets me go! [pre-chorus] I'm one bad night from disappearing One more lie from giving in I keep chasing open highways Just to find these walls again [chorus] I'M MY OWN DISEASE! EVERY SCAR BELONGS TO ME! I KEEP LIGHTING FIRES JUST TO WATCH THEM EAT MY FEET! I WANNA RUN! I WANNA BREAK! I WANNA RIP THIS WORLD AWAY! BUT EVERY TIME I SEE THE SUN I DRAG MYSELF BACK UNDER! [post-chorus] (Whoa-oh-oh!) I'm still falling faster! (Whoa-oh-oh!) Nothing really matters! [bridge] They told me "find your purpose" So I bought another mask Every answer came with chains Every future came with cracks If this is what they call living Why's it feel like slow decay? Everybody loves the circus Till the lions get away [verse 3] The mirror knows my favorite lies Says them better every day I've rehearsed a thousand exits Still I never walk away My reflection laughs behind me Like it knows what comes next Another night of self-destruction Another beautiful wreck [verse 4] Windows down at ninety miles Music trying to drown me out Screaming louder than the engine Just to silence every doubt City lights all blur together Like they're melting in the rain Freedom's always right beside me Till I throw it all away [buildup] Go! Go! Go! Go! I CAN FEEL IT BREAKING! Go! Go! Go! Go! I'M SO TIRED OF FAKING! [beat drop] [Distorted guitars slam in] [Full band] [Feedback] [Driving bass] [verse 5] Every promise turns to static Every memory starts to skip I've been chewing through tomorrow With another cracked-out grin I'm addicted to the downfall Like it's stitched beneath my skin Every victory lasts a second Then the flood comes rushing in [verse 6] Tell me I'm impossible Tell me I'll never change Maybe that's the only reason That I'm still inside this cage If I ever touch the skyline If I finally make it out Will I miss the sound of crashing? Will I turn this car around? [bridge] Maybe I'm the prison walls Maybe I'm the lock Maybe I've been counting seconds On a broken clock Maybe I don't need permission Maybe I just need to jump Before another wasted lifetime Gets buried in the dust [pre-chorus] I'm done waiting for a miracle Done waiting for a sign If I'm gonna save somebody It better start with mine [chorus] I'M MY OWN DISEASE! EVERY SCAR BELONGS TO ME! I KEEP LIGHTING FIRES JUST TO WATCH THEM EAT MY FEET! I WANNA RUN! I WANNA BREAK! I WANNA RIP THIS WORLD AWAY! BUT EVERY TIME I SEE THE SUN I DRAG MYSELF BACK UNDER! [post-chorus] (Whoa-oh-oh!) Still running nowhere! (Whoa-oh-oh!) Still chasing thunder! [bridge] [Half-time] [Clean guitar] I don't need another sermon I don't need another cure I just need one honest moment Where I'm finally something more [outro] [Clean guitar fading into feedback] Maybe tomorrow... Maybe tonight... Maybe this time... I won't look back.
