Your hoodie on my floor You say “we good”, but I still want more Your boys don’t know about me downtown So you kiss me quick when nobody’s around Your chain on my neck, cheap gin on your lips Red eyes, blurry nights, fingertips You laugh like you never break hearts for fun But babe, I know I’m not the only one You call me “baby” in the backseat light Then act brand new by the morning time Tell me why it hurts this bad If this was never real to have Is there something that I’m missing? Why you cold after kissing? You text “u up?” but never stay Leave me wrecked by the end of the day Boy, you got me so gone Late-night love in your headphones You say “chill, don’t catch feelings” But damn… that’s exactly what I’m feeling Your snap still saved in my phone like proof Of every drunk “I kinda miss you” You taste like smoke and summer rain Like bad decisions I’d do again We dance half-dead in neon bars Acting like strangers with matching scars And every time you touch my waist I swear my heart forgets its place Maybe I’m dumb Maybe you’re scared Maybe we’re two messed up boys Trying hard to pretend we don’t care But when you look at me like that Blue lights, black nails, eyes all sad Tell me, baby, what are we? ‘Cause this situationship’s killing me Is there something that I’m missing? Or are you scared of being different? You hold my hand when the room goes dark Then let me drown when the morning starts Boy, you got me fucked up Cheap drinks in your pickup truck You say “don’t make this deeper” But I already dream about forever
