Pocket Full of Rain

[Verse 1] I ate cold toast by the sink Counted bruises in the glass Kept my coat on in the room Like winter had come to stay My hands shook at the door But I still unlocked it slow One foot, then the other That’s how the living go [Pre-Chorus] Some days I was just a thread Hanging off the edge Still I pulled myself through Still I learned to breathe [Chorus] I’m still here I’m still here With a pocket full of rain I’m still here I’m still here Learning how to stay (Still here) [Verse 2] I let the phone ring out Let the messages go blue Couldn’t answer all that hurt Couldn’t carry all of you I sat on the floor at dawn With the laundry and the ache And the smallest spark in me Would not go out for grace [Pre-Chorus] Some nights I was just a name Written in the dark Still I held that little flame Still I made a start [Chorus] I’m still here I’m still here With a pocket full of rain I’m still here I’m still here Learning how to stay (Still here) [Bridge] If you see me moving slow That’s not giving in That’s me building back my bones One quiet breath again [Final Chorus] I’m still here I’m still here With a pocket full of rain I’m still here I’m still here And I know my own name I’m still here I’m still here Not the same, but brave (Still here)