I don't think I'm going in the right direction, poison spreading fast like its an infection, I have forna long time waited, waiting for it all to unravel like anticipated, as memory's flick through my mind like a photo book, I see how many friendships I actually mistook. the little angel on my shoulder, keeps telling me, see I told ya!! and the devil on the other shoulder said I will fold ya. the years go faster as each one starts it goes even faster, but I'm always dealing with some new fucking disaster, I'm getting older and my wrinkles just appeared, all the things I didn't want all the things I always feard. but each day I wake up is a blessing to me, to know I'm still alive and free. just make each day count like it's the last, cause years go by us way too fast. I reminis of memories that I thought I have forgot, in the end my memorys are all that I have got, I manage to get out of one ditch, then fall into the next cause life's a bitch, I can't hold onto anyone for longer then a year, 12 months pass and everyone will disappear. I just want someone to know me some one to really care ,someone who will give there time to me for us to share. years get faster as each new one begins they go much quicker. my energy gets drained my body weak i feel even sicker. my age is going up and my Will to live falls to the ground, it could All end and be over, and peace I still have not found. the years go faster as each one starts it goes even faster, but I'm always dealing with some new fucking disaster, I'm getting older and my wrinkles just appeared, all the things I didn't want all the things I always feard. but each day I wake up is a blessing to me, to know I'm still alive and free. just make each day count like it's the last, cause years go by us way too fast.
