[Verse] The sky is blue and the world is pink But I keep lookin' at the gray in the sink I can never sleep I'm always late Then the dark thoughts begin to ruminate I don't wanna die but I feel like I should And I would if I could [Chorus] So I lie on the bed and I stare at the ceiling This is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling I feel my vision is fading I know I'm dying And this is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling [Verse 2] Felt a warmth and then it all turned black Heard a voice say "You don't get to go back" Then a light appeared in front of my eyes A gentle breeze and then I heard "Surprise" [Chorus] And I lay in the grass Looked up at the sky This is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling And I got to the end And it wasn't a lie This is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling [Bridge] I don't wanna go back I know that it's too late And even if I could It's the same ending anyway [Verse 3] The sky is blue and the world is pink But I keep lookin' at the gray in the sink I can never sleep I'm always late Then the dark thoughts begin to ruminate I don't wanna die but I feel like I should And I would if I could [Chorus] So I lie on the bed Looked up at the sky This is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling And I got to the end And it wasn't a lie This is what it's like to be fulfilling Fulfilling Fulfilling