In the blink of an eye… You vanished… Like mist, you disappeared… [Verse] That bond we tied so tight— I was made to realize It never really existed. Ah… ah… And so, I am left alone; Everyone eventually fades away. [Verse] Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve wanted to vanish; I feel so pathetic just being alive. I realize now that my very existence Only taints everything around me. Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve wanted to vanish I try to distract myself, but hiding These negative emotions only makes the pain worse… [Verse] I’ll never trust anyone again; I have far too many enemies… (Ah… ah… ah…) I know—it’s all just a lie, isn’t it? True friendship and love don’t exist; I am destined to be alone forever. [Verse] Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve gone unwanted; I feel so pathetic just being alive. I realize now that I shouldn't exist… Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve wanted to vanish; I try to distract myself, but hiding These negative emotions changes nothing… [Verse] Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve wanted to vanish… fucking hell! Mother fucking hell!! [Verse] Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I feel it— I feel so pathetic just being alive. I realize now that my very existence Only taints everything around me. Thousands, tens of thousands of times, I’ve wanted to vanish; (Ah… ah…) I try to distract myself, but hiding These negative emotions only makes the pain worse…
