(Intro) Ooohhhh oooohhhhhh (Chorus) I know I have a purpose, but I don't see the purpose They tell me the death of me gon' be the Perkys I know they lace pills, I bought them on purpose Life's unreal and death's uncertain It's funny how the blessed ones had the most curses Heart falling to the floor if we lose another person Take three more, I swear it's worth it But it ain't no world tour if I'm laying in a hearse (Verse 1) Yeah, I been in my head, going back and forth Tryna find peace but I’m stuck in a war Every door closed, I don’t know what for Feel like I’m drowning, can’t reach the shore Phone on DND, I don’t wanna talk Even if they care, I still take the walk Through the dark nights where my demons stalk Every single thought got a heavy cost (Pre-Chorus) And I know it ain’t right, how I’m feeling inside But I smile in the day, let it out when I cry Ain’t nobody here when it’s just me and time So I write all my pain in these lines (Chorus) I know I have a purpose, but I don't see the purpose They tell me the death of me gon' be the Perkys I know they lace pills, I bought them on purpose Life's unreal and death's uncertain It's funny how the blessed ones had the most curses Heart falling to the floor if we lose another person Take three more, I swear it's worth it But it ain't no world tour if I'm laying in a hearse (Verse 2) Yeah, I changed my scene but it feel the same Different place, still dealing with the pain Memories stuck, yeah they don’t fade Replay in my mind like a broken tape I don’t even know who I am sometimes Look in the mirror, see a stranger’s eyes Tryna find hope but it’s hard to find When your own thoughts turn to your enemy’s side (Bridge) If I disappear, would they notice me? Or am I just another lost memory? I don’t got the answers, just questions deep So I lay awake while the world asleep (Outro / Chorus) I know I have a purpose, but I don't see the purpose They tell me the death of me gon' be the Perkys I know they lace pills, I bought them on purpose Life's unreal and death's uncertain It's funny how the blessed ones had the most curses Heart falling to the floor if we lose another person Take three more, I swear it's worth it But it ain't no world tour if I'm laying in a hearse
