I Didn't Plan To Say This [SSC8, USA]

[Intro] I I I I I I I I I I I... I didn't plan to say this I I I I I didn't plan to say this I I I... (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this out loud I didn't plan to say this out loud (I didn't plan to say this) mmm... [Verse] and now the room is different. the air moved when I said it. I watched your face. something just closed. the words came out like they'd been waiting. somewhere between a thought and a plan. I keep saying I didn't mean to. but I've been meaning to. for a while. [Interlude] I I I I I didn't plan to say this I I I mmm... I didn't plan to say this out loud (didn't plan to say... this...) out... loud... [Spoken] I just needed to hear it somewhere that wasn't my head. That's what I keep telling myself. That's the version that doesn't make me the person who planned this. But I've been thinking it for weeks. In rooms you weren't even in. Quietly. Like a thing that's about to be true. And then it was. And you — you just kind of... went somewhere else. And now I'm here. I don't think I was surprised. [Mantra] (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this out... (I didn't plan to say this) I didn't plan to say this out loud. I didn't plan to say this out loud. [Spoken] The thing about saying you didn't plan something is you have to keep saying it. And every time you say it, it sounds a little more like a plan. I had a whole other thing I was going to say. I don't remember what it was. I've been trying to remember what it was. I don't think there was anything. I think I was always going to say this. I think I knew. [Bridge] I didn't plan to fall in love. I thought that we could just be friends. I didn't plan to say this out loud. I didn't want this to end. I told myself I didn't mean to. I'm still telling myself that. I meant to. I meant to. I MEANT TO. [Outro] I didn't plan to say this out loud. I didn't plan to say this out loud. I didn't plan to say this. I didn't plan to say this. I didn't plan to say this out loud.