[Verse 1] what is this life im living where sometimes I feel like I'm winning but then sometimes I feel like I'm depending on people that don't really get it yet why it's making me feel expected for what I am projecting or saying multiple things that make me feel like I'm getting dependent on [Pre-Chorus] I keep reaching, then I freeze tugging at these borrowed needs every answer feels too small when I can't trust any wall [Chorus] Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I keep holding borrowed weight Borrowed weight, borrowed weight Tell me how to let it fade I was up, then I fell Now I don't know what to say Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I keep holding borrowed weight [Verse 2] I smile hard when I walk in try to look like I've got this but my chest keeps talking back saying I'm off, saying I'm cracked and I hate how I ask for signs from the ones with the easy minds when I know I need my own need my own [Pre-Chorus] I keep reaching, then I freeze tugging at these borrowed needs every answer feels too small when I can't trust any wall [Chorus] Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I keep holding borrowed weight Borrowed weight, borrowed weight Tell me how to let it fade I was up, then I fell Now I don't know what to say Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I keep holding borrowed weight [Bridge] Maybe I don't need a rescue maybe I need to see me clear enough to stand alone clear enough to let it breathe If I drop what isn't mine maybe I can hear my name maybe I can hear my name [Final Chorus] Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I keep holding borrowed weight Borrowed weight, borrowed weight Tell me how to let it fade I was up, then I fell Now I know I need a change Borrowed weight, borrowed weight I can let it fade
