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birthday (26 days) *scrapped version* (mairsol)

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Intro Yeah… Another year comin’ Still don’t feel right Still think of you Chorus My birthday in 26 days Still feel the same Candles on the cake Don’t burn out the pain They say I should smile Say I should change But I’m stuck in my head Stuck sayin’ your name Getting older Don’t mean I’m healed I just learned how To hide how I feel Verse 1 Every year I wish for peace Not gifts Tryna convince myself I’ll be fine with this Everybody clappin’ Singin’ loud But my heart feel lost In the crowd Blow out candles Still wide awake Same damn thoughts I can’t escape Another age But I feel behind Growing up don’t fix A broken mind Pre-Chorus They say time heals But it move too slow I’m still stuck Where I was last year though If this life a party I’m by the wall Watchin’ everyone else Have it all Chorus (repeat) My birthday in 26 days Still feel the same Candles on the cake Don’t burn out the pain They say I should smile Say I should change But I’m stuck in my head Stuck sayin’ your name Verse 2 Every thought still stuck on you Every song I write sound like déjà vu I tried to move on, yeah, I really tried But your name still echoes when I’m alone at night You were the calm in my chaos brain Now it’s quiet, but it don’t feel safe I don’t talk about it, I keep it inside But every birthday wish got you in mind Woah, woah, woah it got me slow, slow, slow And yeah, I know I made a few mistakes before But you know I ain't fucking with these hoes no more Won't let go, I'm the type to show you that you're too special Please don't be the type to hate the things I do And I'll ride for you, and I'll die for you Homicide for you Bridge If I disappear, would they notice me? Or just post a pic sayin’ “RIP” I ain’t tryna die, just don’t wanna feel Like I’m alive but nothing’s real Final Chorus My birthday in 26 days Still feel the same Candles on the cake Don’t burn out the pain If I make a wish, hope it comes true I just wanna feel alive, not used Yeah, I’m older soon But I’m still hurt Same broken heart In a brand new year Outro 26 days… Maybe I’ll feel different Maybe not But I’m still here