I'm last. I'm trying to find the words the words to express myself the words that you don't wanna hear the words my voice, anything to do with me, you run and hide, you don't look me in the face. You don't have a kind answer if I speak to you. You don't have a kind question if you ask me something, you deny everything. Even when it's in front of your face, you say you've done nothing wrong but yet. I find everything that I found wrong. You know, better cliff, you know, better and you literally literally have been just shutting me down for years and years, and when I look at the stuff that I found it reflects that, so I wasn't crazy all along, and I'm still not you're just in denial, and you'll never admit to anything you'll let this marriage go because you've decided that you don't like me anymore and you don't love me anymore, you decided that your vows weren't serious enough for you to follow through with them and so what what do you do? You do exactly what I said you were doing if you don't think that going with young girls strippers at your age is going to make your marriage a disaster even talking to them on the phone, but that's not where it stops you're talking to strangers on the phone telling them where you're going to go motorcycle riding. Do you think that's something that contributes love or any sort of positive attributes to a marriage? And then you're going behind my back and you're trying to serve me papers, divorce papers all along, you've tried to have sex with me, there's something wrong with you and you know what I have to find the strength I have to pull myself up off the ground after you've disintegrated me and then reading this and seeing all this and you want to make it minute.No , today's the day
