How Did I Get Here ?

[Verse 1] And I can lose myself And I can disappear And I can wait from that state And how did I get here? [Pre-Chorus] The waiting room, the waiting The disappearing and again The losing myself, losing the self Then like it was someone else's [Chorus] So many choices Oh so many choices And how did I get here? [vocal jazz scatting] [Verse 2] I chose the left, I chose the right I chose the middle like it was a compromise I chose not to choose and that was the loudest choice The echo of it still ringing in the empty state [Bridge] From that state From that state of almost Of nearly, of just about The state where you can see the exit But the glass is frosted, the handle is warm From someone else's hand [Outro] [variation] How did I get here? So many choices Oh so many choices And how did I get here And I can wait And I will wait And I can disappear And I can lose myself And the door keeps opening And the door keeps closing … how did I get here? [ vocal scatting ] How did I get here…. … … ? How did I get here… …? Oh how… ?? - Oh wow… How ?…? How did I get here… … … … ???