i remember, being a teenager, felt close enough to remember, but now Im forgetting and its only older I am getting, I never pictured my life like the one I have live, to end up it such a mess, even after all the love that I did give, guess I can't say thank you to my self for that one, cause I cant be upset with all the things I have done. I'm not a lost cause I'm a lost soul, through all the punches I still learned how to roll. but its not worth it anything that takes my time away, stupid crimes bad friends what's left to say, but now I know it time to pay for all my past mistakes, but taking on the charges that ain't mine, a demon awakes. Im tired now though, I feel the energy to blow up, a mission getting everyone of those fuckers who put me in this position. I'll be ok though I know I'll make it out alright, cause if I won't and I know, I'll get everyone of you tonight, and I will take you all with me to hell, there you can make it right. its my last battle and every bit of my energy I have got left, I can't believe I'm being charged for someone else's theft. Im old now memorys of my teenage years slip faster, I wonder how to get out of my disaster, I'm throwing my life away for people who dont care, and all along iv know this but shit its not fare, memorys get to far to remember so many of them now, and now Im 35 it's gone fast wow. I wish I could go back to that age once more, and instead of choosing shit life choose something I adore. I want more for my life, for my life, my life, I want, I want, life, life ,I, I ,I yeah I want more for mylife ...
