The fault in our stars

Ho… ho… Ho… ho… Feel too much sometimes Then nothing at all Heart switching sides Summer to fall (ho… ho…) I’m getting colder lately Like it’s setting in Scared I won’t feel love The way I did back then Getting older, emptier Every birthday’s quiet Candles burn down slow I don’t even try it (ho… ho… ho…) How am I supposed to find Somebody new When I’d rather stay inside Reading The Fault in Our Stars And playing Current Joys low Letting sad songs fill the room Feels safer in the fiction Than believing in you (ho… ho… ho… ho…) Everyone disappointed me Said forever, then they left Took pieces of my trust Now there’s not much left I don’t believe in love Not the real life kind Only in paper pages Where it’s written right (ho… ho…) I don’t believe in love When it’s face to face Only when it’s distant And I can turn the page Feel too much sometimes Then nothing again Maybe my heart’s tired Of trying to pretend (ho… ho… ho…) If love is real Why does it fade? In books it survives In life it breaks... (ho… ho… ho…) (ho… ho…)