I made a big mistake when in got involved with the drug seen, I ruined all my chances of what I could have been, but don't get it twisted im bit blaming anyone for decisions, I'm just disappointed I lost the future that I invisioned, your not a gangster man, iv seen it all first hand, you all are weak little liars confusing. ambitions and desires. I want to see you all do well, but rock bottom is were your cozy, but that's not living life that not what make a homie. your not looking good acting like your from the hood, any one can change if they wanted to be good. it's sad you all act like you got so much to live for, but don't you feel like your parents deserved more, I still don't get it how you all can be so weak, living a life so boring and so bleak, turning on each other like it's the thing to do, mean while belonging to a gang or call it a crew, your all weak lying cunts known for theiving, when I the end it's only yourself that your deceiving, don't you see how everything you do is a joke to everyone, I didn't know what people I'd be surrounded by when I begun, it's an embarrassment to what the sceen used to represent, a gangster is not a man who keeps there word no more, they rob and dob on everyone and then come back for more, no one keeps true to their word now days its absurd, in case you don't know or have not heard, these people who call them selfs a guy the only thing that they no is how to lie, your want to do fraud yeah well do it own your own accord, you want it bad enough make sure it's something you can afford, your not a gangster man, iv seen it all first hand, you all are weak little liars confusing. ambitions and desires. I want to see you all do well, but rock bottom is were your cozy, but that's not living life thata not what make a homie. your not looking good acting like your from the hood, any one can change if they wanted to be good. it's sad I am done with these piss ants who haven't got a clue, everyone is not inspired there all laughing at you and what you desired, stop calling your self gangsters cause that thought has retired, everyones tired, your minds are so simple there just fucking bizarre, how you see yourself as something and believe it's who you are, if only every could see it from a different persons point of view, now you on role on each other and rob and dob, go out steeling peoples shit and call it a job, one day you'll all get older and see the world become colder, and when you see it then, you will not be able to pretend,and when you do think of what was said in the end, you'll all wish you listened once again, but you all don't no better and one day will wish you changed your ways, you will want to see a future and see some better days. but they won't come cause you loved living on rock bottom, I sent you all the message but you must not of got em. your not a gangster man, iv seen it all first hand, you all are weak little liars confusing. ambitions and desires. I want to see you all do well, but rock bottom is were your cozy, but that's not living life thata not what make a homie. your not looking good acting like your from the hood, any one can change if they wanted to be good. it's sad my heart prays for all of you each night that one day you'll wake up and try and make it all right, if I die tomorrow, I will not die feeling hallow cause I made it all right today to sleep better tonight in the morning I will grow more and and no everythings all right. and I'll be able to sleep better each night
