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Carrying a child on one's back

[Verse] I lost focus a long time ago. I feel anxious about living someone else's life instead of my own. I become self-sacrificing, I carry unnecessary burdens, and I lose the will to live. I've been sucked into this life of carrying others on my back, I can't take it anymore. [Verse] Responsibility is always weighing on my body. This is my life. Because I've taken on this burden, Giving happiness to others, my happiness is being sucked away. A life that feels lifeless. I want to be selfish. I want to be selfish. [Verse] I tried to believe. And I tried to do my best for everyone and be a kind person. But I felt uncomfortable, like I wasn't myself. (Try living your own life properly. You're human, aren't you?) Spiritual addiction Turning into a doll that has abandoned its true self [Verse] fucking Karma? [Verse] Responsibility is always weighing on my body. This is my life. Because I've taken on this burden Giving happiness to others, my happiness is being sucked away. A life that feels lifeless I want to be selfish. I want to be selfish. [Verse] fucking hell!! Mother fucking hell!! [Verse] Responsibility is always weighing on my body. This is my life. In order to be rewarded, Responsibility is always weighing on my body. This is my life. Because I've taken on this burden Giving happiness to others, my happiness is being sucked away. A life that feels lifeless I want to be selfish. I want to be selfish.