I cannot single-handedly save our relationship, especially if you don't want it with me. It’s like screaming at a wall and expecting it to hear you and understand. With all of this, living in this state every day, a piece of me was dying. And yet, I still found the strength and the desire to step over my Ego and make the first move, after everything that happened. To start anew. It really takes strength for that; it requires being conscious, mature, and sincerely loving a person with all your heart and soul. No matter what I did, no matter how much effort I put in, all I see from you now is so much indifference. I was happy with you the entire time—until you put an end to our relationship. There are so many moments etched into my soul that I truly believed in. Like when you sent me video notes from your hikes, with Raychik on your shoulder, telling me how sad it was that I had left, and how warm and right it felt to be together, all of us as one. Or when I was being held by the TCK and you came to me in tears, love in your eyes, telling me how you wanted to build a home with me, start a family, and travel. How much you were waiting for me, how much you loved me. And those are just a couple of memories out of so many. I honestly don't even know what to believe anymore. What was real is a mystery to me. And you know, I love you—sincerely and truly. Our relationship showed me that I am capable of loving like that. If this is your final choice, and you choose to walk away from us, I respect your decision and I will let you go, simply because it's what you want. So, I wish for you to one day experience the exact same attitude you showed me in our relationship. May your future life bring you just as much joy and peace as you brought into mine. Kisses, my Love. And thank you for the time you spent by my side. I have nothing more to say.
