⠀⠀⠀. . ﾟ ✦ I don’t reach for you 𝑰 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 . . Every time you’re near I lose it all ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There’s a pull in my chest that won’t behave like my body decided before I could think ﾟ ✦ I try standing still there’s nothing to grasp and suddenly the hunger 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 Oh... ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ . . ✦ I tell myself ˜”*°•.˜”*°• breathe deep •°*”˜.•°*”˜ but the rhythm lies in sleep Every rule I learned 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦ I’m not choosing you 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 like a wave hits the shore like a spark enters flame . . I don’t love you safely I ʅσʋҽ ყσυ ƚɾυҽ and my pulse keeps saying there’s no way through It’s not hunger ʎʇıʌɐɹɓ s’ʇı [gravity] it’s the way my soul 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 ohhh… entering 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 like gravity like I’m in Eden like I’m eternally ░i░n░ ░s░i░n░ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦ Your presence is a question my body answers wrong I feel you in the pause between right and gone Could be good Could be clean but you move through me 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒚 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒍 . . Every warning sign starts sounding sweet every future I held 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 oh… it’s no longer free oh ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦ I’m not choosing you 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 like a wave hits the shore like a spark enters flame I don’t love you gently I ʅσʋҽ ყσυ αʅʅ with the part of me that can’t be real It’s not hunger ʎʇıʌɐɹɓ s’ʇı [gravity] it’s the way my soul 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 ohhh… 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 like gravity like I’m in Eden like I’m eternally ░i░n░ ░s░i░n░ It’s not want i̶t̶’̶s̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶r̶e̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ oh baby ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ . ﾟ If this ruins me 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 I was built for the fall If this takes my sleep my sense my walls oh I let it oh I let it 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝒾𝓁𝓉 𝒻🏵𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦ I’m not choosing you 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 This hunger This need An ache that says 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝕀’𝕞 𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✦ No exit no prayer just my heartbeat learning your rhythm 𝙞𝙣 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧 oOh… oOh… oOh ⠀⠀⠀. . ﾟ
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