How Many Times (SOAD Style)

How many times did i look into the skies hoping other people saw the star i's lookin at the moon never fell though i pulled on it like hell just to prove to you i could do anything you'd ever need and now im only too tired and lonely to look into the sky or even 'member why I ever stopped adjusting every thought that came into my head that woke me up in bed oh I thank the lord i came to be some other woman's husband i'm free. compared to where you want me to be