Thankfully, I woke up again and it’s still June 25th—just in time to make a new song. Today marks the second time in my life that I’ve felt the entire world spinning. Ever since I hit my head a long time ago, my ears have been a bit unbalanced, and I’ve often experienced dizziness. Then, two years ago, I had my first episode of earstone dislodgement. When I opened my eyes, the room was spinning—and what was even more surreal was that even with my eyes closed, the darkness itself felt like it was spinning too. I went to a clinic and learned how to perform the repositioning maneuvers, but I still feel very weak..I think I’ll be fine tomorrow, but sometimes I can’t help wondering… what if I end up unable to do anything because of this?🥀 [Verse 1] I blink, but the world won’t stay still— Walls lean in like they’ve lost their will Gravity twists like a whispered curse And the floor forgets what down is worth [Pre-Chorus] Every breath turns to a question mark I chase the light, but I fall through dark Am I asleep, or wide awake Inside this tilted earthquake? [Chorus] Spin me out, I’m drowning slow In a velvet black hole where shadows grow No north, no sound—just a siren sigh And the ceiling pouring from the sky [Verse 2] I try to walk, but my footsteps sway Like a puppet pulled the wrong kind of way My thoughts unravel into static snow And I’m caught where time forgets to go [Bridge] Mirror’s breathless, the room’s alive— I swear I heard my silence cry If stillness is a crime of mine Then let me spin until I find— [Final Chorus] Some center that won’t collapse beneath Some hush that holds the world in peace But for now, I fall, again, again In a spiral kiss of fear and flame… [Outro] Just tell the stars I tried to stand— In a room that turned away from land
