Morgan, I still remember 2018 Your hand in mine, the courthouse and the church Two signatures and a life we swore I thought forever meant nothing more Than showing up when the hard days came Than gaurding gently what we made Then I traded a promise for a moment I can't defend and watched the safest place we had come apart at the ends I loved you and i hurt you both truths live inside my chest we made two beautiful children i gave them less than they deserved if regret could build a doorway i'd walk back through and choose you again but all i have is saying im sorry and learning what i broke back then I see their shoes beside the door way little drawings taped to the fridge your tired smile after a long day the kind of grace i didn't earn at all you gave our home your every season i answered love with selfish hands now every quiet room keeps asking how could i lose what i had? no excuse can make the damage smaller no apology can give those years back i can only face the weight i carried and never turn away from that i loved you and i hurt you both truths live inside my chest we made two beautiful children i gave them less than they deserved if regret could build a doorway id walk back through and choose you again but all i have is saying im sorry and learning what i broke back then Morgan, you don't owe me forgiveness you dont owe me one more chance i will keep becoming someone better even if you never take my hand for the children, ill be steady for the life we had, ill speak the truth the worst thing i ever did was wound you the best thing left is honoring you i loved you and i hurt you i wont hide behind the past we made two beautiful children and i pray they know they're loved liket that if regret could build a doorway i'd walk back through and choose you again so this is more than saying im sorry its a vow to never run from what i did Morgan, I remember 2018 and every beautiful thing between I cannot change the road between us but io can walk with care from here
