[Verse 1] and other days I truly dee-gee-ay-eff about anything. I had a really bad injury that essentially took away a career I had loved and made my entire personality. Since then I've spent the past almost 3 years depressed; sleeping and rotting most days. Now i really have no plan. [Chorus] As of late, im only depressed half the days and my good days are filled with apathy and ennui. I'm too old, and lack the skills/experience to start a new career and i don't have the funds to go to back to school. And I'm embarrassed and ashamed at what an utter failure I am. [Bridge] I cant tell anyone how I really feel because I don't want them to worry nor do I want them to see me as a bummer. [Final Chorus] I'm the positive, supportive, friend who is everyone's, but my own, ray of sunshine.
