[Verse 1] I um... the title says most of it. I didn't cry, and when I did it wasn't because of Grandpas death, it was because my Mum was crying, so I cried. It was only a few days ago and I'm just... lost? [Verse 2] I cried at my last Grandpas funeral, that was only last October. So what the fuck is wrong with me? Did I just not love him? I'm confused and disgusted with myself. [Pre-Chorus] Mum keeps telling me to talk to her about how I feel, but how the fuck do I tell her I felt nothing? Im not autistic, or psycho or sociopath, I know sadness, I felt it last time. [Chorus] But fuck, even that morning, the morning after mothers day, what was it? Monday 13 of March, when I was told I didn't feel anything. [Bridge] I forced myself to shed a few tears, just to not seem like a heartless piece of shit. [Outro] I just feel guilty is all. Thanks for reading
