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[Intro] [clean electric piano arpeggio, acoustic guitar strumming] [Verse 1] [breathy male vocals] It's not going on (It's not going on) It's not going on [bass guitar enters] [Chorus] [full band enters, driving drum beat] It's not going on (It's not going on) [Verse 2] [piano arpeggio continues, drums drop to light kick and snare] And as the seasons pass me by And as my mind begins to tire [Chorus] [full band, heavy crash cymbals] It's not going on (It's not going on) [Bridge] [piano solo with acoustic guitar accents] [Verse 3] [soft piano, vocals return to breathy texture] Maybe I'm a liar And I never heard a word from the God of the universe [strings enter, sustained pads] And as the tears fall from my eyes I reach for hope inside Will I ever feel like I'm again? What does it mean to have a friend? [Verse 4] [building intensity, vocals becoming more powerful] Still I hope for a creator To come and tell you that his promise still remains Battling my emotions is my hardest game And you made me [Chorus] [belted vocals with grit, heavy drums] Really what I'm doing here Is just waiting for you to appear 'Cause when I think I saw you with all of my heart And I really give it away to seek that treasure [Outro] [soaring vocals, orchestral strings swell] 'Cause you are the most precious treasure 'Cause you are the most rarest of diamonds So why would I think it comes easy To find the answers only God knows? Are you with me? Will you be with me till the end of time? 'Cause right now I feel like I'm just dying inside And there's no hope that I'll break all the chains of this life 'Cause I just never seem to be satisfied [piano arpeggio fades out] This is the only way to express the depth of my soul And I try to reach you in your heaven above 'Cause I've got a hole in my heart that never seems to find its spot When they said fall in line, I said no When they said give up on what you want This is not how the world will flow I fucking said no There's hope to that crimson hope Fully believe that you'll never let me go I'm sorry I'm not perfect and I keep dancing in the dark When will I learn that I cannot love From the God above? 'Cause I'm a fool and lost in the foggy daze And all I want is for you to speak the truth, clarity of me Maybe you've never been told this But there's a God who loves you, he has more precious thoughts about you Than all the sand in the oceans Than all the sand in the oceans Maybe you've never been told this But there's a God who loves you more than all your deadly devotion Than all of your wicked decisions Maybe you are broken You got stopped dead in your tracks and you got scars that go deeper than heaven You never feel like you can find heaven [piano and acoustic guitar finish on a sustained chord] You're my dearest Father You're the one that I love, you're the light through my bone You're the light to my soul You're my dearest Father I am for you like no other So come and tell my heart how I feel Did I hear you wrong? Did I just sign something to say that I heard from you? Did I hear you wrong? Or are the promises I thought you said here for me?
