[Verse 1] the fan keeps spinning above my head and i start counting all the shit i never said like when dad called and i just let it ring two weeks later, he was gone, it still stings [Chorus] these ceiling fan confessions, round and round the people i lost still weigh me down i lay on the floor, and the blades just spin with all the lives i should still be in [Verse 2] i still think about her, the one i let go she’s married now, but she'll never know her laugh comes back on the lonely nights i replay the fights, wish i’d made them right [Verse 3] friends, we swore we’d stay close now they’re strangers i pass in a post i wonder if they ever think of me too I'm just someone they already outgrew [Chorus] these ceiling fan confessions, circling slow faces i’ve lost and barely know i disconnected, but i still pretend i’ll see them again, i don’t know when [Verse 4] holidays pass, i don’t pick up the phone family dinners turned into eating alone I type a text, then delete it halfway afraid they’ll remember how i drifted away [Bridge] oh— i think about the ones i let drift names i don’t say, but i never forget if they walked in now, i’d freeze sorry i left sorry forgive me please [Final Chorus] these ceiling fan confessions, round and round the people i lost still weighs me down i lay on the floor, and the blades just spin with all the lives i should still be in
