I Know This Isn't Love

[Verse 1] Your name lights up I hate the relief Three little dots And suddenly I breathe You disappear I check again Like maybe silence Changed its mind I know the pattern Know what comes next You pull away I lose my head Then you get sweet Right when I leave Tell me What does that make me? [Pre-Chorus] I call it gravity When I mean need Call it chemistry When I can’t sleep You barely touch me Still I come undone [Chorus] I know this isn’t love I just like the way it hurts Pull me into your static Make the bad part feel like us Every time I almost leave You get gentle I get worse I know this isn’t love Still I let it work [Post-Chorus] Come close Go cold I know I know Come close Go cold And I still come home [Verse 2] Your jacket Still on my chair Not because I miss you Just Leave it there That’s what I tell myself At three a.m. With your old voice notes Playing again You give me half I make it whole You leave a crack I call it a door Tell me Am I wanted Or just obsessed? [Pre-Chorus 2] You never answer I come back anyway A little poison A little safe You know exactly When to say my name [Chorus] I know this isn’t love I just like the way it hurts Pull me into your static Make the bad part feel like us Every time I almost leave You get gentle I get worse I know this isn’t love Still I let it work [Bridge] Maybe I don’t miss you Maybe I miss The waiting The almost The maybe The way one message Could fix my whole night For five minutes [Breakdown] Don’t call I’ll answer Don’t come over I’ll leave the light on Don’t say you need me I’ll believe you That’s the worst part I know better [Final Chorus] I know this isn’t love Now I know exactly what it is You pull away I start shaking You come back I call it bliss Every time I almost heal You get gentle I forget I know this isn’t love I know I know And still— I let you in [Outro] No gravity No glitch No fate Just you Leaving And me Making it mean something