My mind is sick The illness within thick As it drips through every vein And into my finger tips This is the agony That I live with And after all They did this Made me everything I hate, you see All of my dreams they tore up with glee Their lives like hands Ready to rip my flesh From me I used to bleed for them Obediently They bled me dry Such a good girl Natalie It all just fades to darkness Even when I tried my hardest My soul is black and blue There is nothing you can do I cried for help and it never came Its a few years too late Now all that consumes me is pain that I love and hate Like a toxic relationship you need to leave but you always stay Now there are battles in my head every day All the promises they made of change never came I only walked closer to the edge The line between life and the grave Made me everything I hate, you see All of my dreams they tore up with glee Their lives like hands Ready to rip my flesh From me I used to bleed for them Obediently They bled me dry Such a good girl Natalie I'm afraid to live, to die, the walking dead is whom I embody I no longer recognize the girl I used to be I'm a nobody They cut my wings, put chains around my feet can't you see Can't you hear, the flutter of my wings has disappeared All the years I tried to reach the sky All my efforts denied Now I'm too afraid to fly With broken wings Such a good girl Natalie
