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Vortex of reality

Vortex of Reality Verse 1 There’s a place before the beginning Where nothing has a name Where the pressure starts to building And the darkness starts to change Everything is pulling Everything is pressed Two opposing energies Grinding in the chest Round and round it gathers Till the silence starts to scream A hurricane is forming In the middle of a dream Something’s coming through the darkness Something wants to be And somehow I can feel it Pulling me Chorus I’m a vortex of reality A hole inside the sky Pulling everything toward me Just to watch it multiply I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t know what I’ll become I just know when I walk through Something changes when I come Verse 2 I walk through the city And I watch the current move Little sparks of electricity Running through the human grooves Cars begin accelerating Eyes begin to turn People grabbing onto people Like they’re frightened of the burn Maybe it’s coincidence Maybe it’s a game Maybe I’m just finally seeing What was always happening I used to think that people Could see beneath the skin Now I know they see the surface And I live underneath it Chorus I’m a vortex of reality A hole inside the sky Pulling everything toward me Just to watch it multiply I don’t know what I’m doing I don’t know what I’ll become I just know when I walk through Something changes when I come Verse 3 Surface dwellers That’s what I call them Walking on the top Never wondering what is underneath Never asking what they’ve got They touch the skin They read the face They measure everything they see But I keep diving deeper Till the thing beneath the thing Is looking back at me Sometimes I’m above them Sometimes I’m below Sometimes I’m in the ocean Where the fucking strange things grow Sometimes I’m in the clouds Sometimes I’m under stone Sometimes I’m a creature That was never meant to be known Pre-Chorus Fairy Nymph Alien Giant Fifth element Something old Lilith Mary Lucifer Light bearer Names are only doors And I keep opening them Chorus I’m a vortex of reality I’m swallowing the light Pulling darkness into darkness Till the darkness comes alive I don’t know what I’m becoming But I know I chose the ride I came here for the pressure I came here to collide Bridge I remember screaming “Why are you doing this to me?” Now I hear the answer “You wanted to see.” You wanted the fracture You wanted the flame You wanted to tear the veil apart And never be the same You wanted the darkness You wanted the deep You wanted the parts of consciousness Nobody wants to meet So here I am Inside it And now I finally see The thing I thought was killing me Was making me Breakdown Spin me Twist me Pull me apart Take every little piece of me And throw it in the dark Let it collide Let it burn Let the whole damn universe Reverse and turn I don’t need to understand it I just need to go Deeper Deeper Deeper Until I know Final Chorus I’m a vortex of reality And reality knows my name Everything that comes near me Gets caught inside the flame Maybe I’m a fairy Maybe I’m a beast Maybe I’m the part of God That nobody wants to meet Maybe I’m the darkness Maybe I’m the light Maybe I’m the fucking collision That creates them both at night Outro All those nights “Why?” All those nights “Why me?” Now I understand I wasn’t being punished I was being pulled Into the vortex And I fucking chose it.