Slow Piano, Cinematic Melodic Chant] [Alto Harmony Vocals: Low Drone Humming] Oh Lord, hear my cry tonight... Wash away the scars from the childhood fight... I remember the peace, I remember the grace... Pull me out the dark, let me see Your face... In my desperation, I am calling Your name... Only You can heal the scars and carry the shame... Fill my heart with admiration, show me Your face... I’m ready for the peace, I am ready for grace... [Chorus: Slow Heavy Bass, Trapped Energy] [Chorus: Stacked Alto Harmonies] Jesus, I am calling out, I'm down on my knees! Take this heavy burden, bring me back to Your peace! Driven by my desperation, pulling me through! Full of holy admiration, looking at You! Lift the weight off my chest, break every single chain! I just want to feel Your love, standing in the rain! [Verse 1: Mid-Fast Rap Flow, Trap Drums] Look at these childhood scars, still burning in the dark (in the dark) Tried to numb the pain, but the streets just left a mark (left a mark) Handing out the poison, catching federal time Locked behind the steel, almost losing my mind (LORD) I remember getting saved, how the weight just fell away Now I’m trapped inside the static, trying hard to pray I am over this life, I am done with the block I need the solid ground, let me stand on the Rock! [Chorus: Slow Heavy Bass, Half-Time Beat Change] [Chorus: Stacked Alto Harmonies] Jesus, I am calling out, I'm down on my knees! Take this heavy burden, bring me back to Your peace! Driven by my desperation, pulling me through! Full of holy admiration, looking at You! Lift the weight off my chest, break every single chain! I just want to feel Your love, standing in the rain! [Verse 2: Mid-Fast Rap Flow, Aggressive Delivery] I tasted the freedom, I know how it feels But the shadows came back, biting hard at my heels (back again) Back in the mud, yeah, I’m still in my sin Fighting a war that I don’t know if I'll win Screaming at God like, “WHY AM I HERE AGAIN?” (WHY) Trapped in the habits, losing my closest friends I know the truth, but the flesh is so weak I’m choking on words that I’m trying to speak [Chorus: Slow Heavy Bass] Jesus, I am calling out, I'm down on my knees! Take this heavy burden, bring me back to Your peace! Driven by my desperation, pulling me through! Full of holy admiration, looking at You! Lift the weight off my chest, break every single chain! I just want to feel Your love, standing in the rain! [Verse 3: Mid-Fast Rap Flow, Dark Minor Key] The federal prison didn't break all the chains I’m out of the cell, but I kept all the pain (all the pain) Hiding the secrets, covering up the stains Desperation flooding right through my veins (HELP ME) I look in the mirror, I hate what I see The ghost of the past is still chasing down me Lord, I’m a mess, I ain’t gonna pretend I need You to break me and fix me again [Verse 4: Mid-Fast Rap Flow, Building Climax] I’m over the lifestyle, I’m over the trap But the weight of the hustle is still on my back (on my back) I’m calling out to You from deep in the dirt Past all the prison time, past childhood hurt Even in sin, You’re the one I admire Pull me up out of this consuming fire Take off the weight, let the healing begin SAVE ME TONIGHT from the state that I'm in! (SAVE ME) [Chorus: Slow Heavy Bass, Epic Strings] [Chorus: Full Layered Alto Harmonies] Jesus, I am calling out, I'm down on my knees! Take this heavy burden, bring me back to Your peace! Driven by my desperation, pulling me through! Full of holy admiration, looking at You! Lift the weight off my chest, break every single chain! I just want to feel Your love, standing in the rain! [Outro: Dark Piano Loop, Low String Pad Drone] [Outro: Vulnerable, Heavy Breathing] I'm still carrying the weight, and the chains are still tight. But I’m not turning back to the streets, and I’m not giving up the fight. Even in the middle of my sin, You are the one I admire. You’re still my King, and You’re still my Savior. So I'll stay right here on my knees until You pull me out the fire. Bring me back to the peace. Jesus, forgive me, please. [Fade to Silence] Use code with caution.
