
kickin’ doors (NeonAstronautXGlitch)
[Verse 1] Didn't know I needed Chaos knocking in Didn't know I wanted Or I needed this [Verse 2] But here it is Knocking again, heart pounding like drums, feel it crawling under skin Caught in between silent screams and thunder A heart split in two, lost deep in the wonder Fears holding tight, hope whispers through doubt One breath pulls me in, one's pushing me out [Chorus] Life is knocking, kicking doors Lock the door or let it in Play it safe or rise and start living [Verse 3] one is safe, others full of doubt and suffering one you might as well be dead Two roads, now tell me, sink or swim, the choice is in your hands [Verse 4] It's knocking loud, fist banging tight Laws racing crazy, sleepless night Fear in the doorway holding me back My stuck in rewind, tripping over the track Hope whispering stay, but I'm losing my mind How many times can I rewind, hit pause, press decline Yeah, I've been burned, pushed to the side, burned But still I yearn, will I ever learn But my old mind, now the tables turn Like love, happiness, right outside the door So why am I feeling so helpless Like a crumpled mess on the floor [Chorus] Life is knocking, caught in between silent screams and thunder A heart split in two, lost deep in the wonder Fears holding tight, hope whispers through doubt One breath pulls me in, one's pushing me out Life is knocking, kicking doors Lock the door or let it in Play it safe or rise and start living [Verse 5] one is safe, others full of doubt and suffering one you might as well be dead Two roads, now tell me, sink or swim, the choice is in your hands [Bridge] Stand up, take a shot if you want No one else will, so why not stand up Yeah, right Knees shaking, can't move, I can't trust my mind Too many times tripped, hope feels heavy, dreams tangled in fear One step to freedom, one step within I don't know what's next, I hear the laughter, I see the light I hear my soul say there's something more I don't want it to be what if, but I'm scared to want [outro] One cannot be brave without fear Bravery without fear is just recklessness Being scared isn't weakness It's your heart telling you It may be hard But everything worth a damn Is never easily obtained

