This song is about wanting something more from life... not just work, sleep, cycle repeat. Much love to my husband who gets me through these days that feel endless. Yeah… (I just wanna feel somethin’) Alive... I could fall into my dreams (yeah) Where nobody tells me what it means (nah) Ideas spin round behind the scenes But I’m just searchin’ for that spark in me (let it burn) Too long I been hidin’ in the shade Feelin' numb, but I smile anyway Truth is, I ain't tryna survive I’m tryna find what brings me to life (make me believe) Close my eyes, chase the vibe, Lying still just kills my mind. I need fire, I need fight, Need somethin' real in my life... I wanna do somethin’ crazy (crazy) I wanna do somethin’ wild (wild, yeah) I wanna do somethin’ that’s gonna make me Feel like I’m alive (feel alive, feel alive) I wanna break all the silence (yeah) I wanna be your everything (oh baby) I wanna be in your arms tonight ‘Til I finally feel alive (yeah yeah yeah) I don't wanna stare at my screen (mmm) All these hours, just to dream (sleep) Plugged in, but I ain’t plugged deep (nah) All I need is somethin’ real beneath Seems all this feedback, just a trap Everybody lost in their own head All I ever really needed Was a moment that ain’t repeated (with you) Tell me what, tell me what’s real... I don’t trust what I can't feel Synthetic highs, they never last I want you now, to hold you close I wanna do somethin’ crazy (crazy) I wanna do somethin’ wild (wild, wild) I wanna do somethin’ that’s gonna make me Feel like I’m alive (like I’m alive) I wanna feel it in my chest (boom) Like a drum that won’t let me rest I wanna break from this cage I’m in And know what it means to live Lie to myself, say I’m fine (lie lie lie) You see it all, you see my mind I fake that smile for the timeline But inside... I’m flatline Truth is, I’ve been on the edge One breath from jumpin’ off the ledge But what if life’s not just to survive? What if we were made to feel alive? Feelin’... feelin’... feel alive... I wanna do somethin’ crazy (crazy) I wanna do somethin’ wild (wild, wild) I wanna do somethin’ that’s gonna make me Feel like I’m alive (feel alive) I wanna scream through the fears (tears) I wanna feel emotional in your arms (yeah) I wanna live, not just exist, Wanna finally feel like this... I just wanna feel alive... Yeah... alive and in your arms.
