I’ve been tryna breathe but the past keep draggin’ me back, Lost another brother, now the world look black. Every step feel heavy, every night get cold, Tryna stay strong but the pain too bold. I feel like a bandit, Stealin’ time from the planet, Runnin’ from the hurt but the hurt still landin’. Heart full of scars I ain’t never planned it, Life swing hard but I swear I still standin’. Lost so many nights I don’t know where the day at, Lost so many friends I don’t know where the faith at, Tryna keep calm but my mind wanna race back, To the last moment I wish I could replace that. Why God take angels but leave me here? Why the ones I love disappear each year? Talk to the sky hopin' you still hear, Wish I could rewind just to keep you near. But I’m holdin’ on tight ‘cause my son need me, Tryna be strong even when it get heavy, Tryna be the man I ain’t see on the daily, Tryna break the cycle ‘cause the streets too deadly.
