Cry for what I’ve done

I just want to cry But I’m feeling too cunt! Feeling baddie, Diva licious, I’m really feeling my… Stuff! Shut me down I cut you off I’ll be the one holding the gun But I can’t cry I can’t cry Can’t Cry for what I’ve done I just wanna cry For every single lie That you told me and I believed It seems I made my feelings die I just wanna cry I’m on top of the world so high Wish I wanted to jump off onto the ground But I’m never looking down I’m never looking down And the world is falling apart all around But it feels like me myself and I’ve found I found myself again But I hurt you and I feel like a monster For never feeling bad I should really be sad But I’m just kinda mad that I let it get this bad I feel like an evil fuckin demon! I wish I had a reason! That I’m devoid of feelings I don’t fucking feel it! I just wish that I could say Sorry at our grave That I could behave But you’ve become a cold case I know that it’s no fun But I wish I could cry I could cry I could Cry for what I’ve done So I wish that I could cry! I wish I would feel like I would die And they’ll say I ruined your life That’s fine, that’s fine, that’s fine I did it for me myself and I But I wish that I could cry I wish I could be sorry For every single lie I believed Wish I would feel and grieve But I’m just relieved I can breathe Baby believe If it was up to me I would cry I would cry I would Cry for what I’ve done