fuck! my fucking life! [Verse] I was lonely. I had nothing. I became nothing. I didn't even know why I was alive. And I wanted to disappear. I wanted to end it all today. But having lived this long, I’ve become strangely self-centered, and I’ve grown afraid to disappear. [Verse] (Why am I alive?) Why am I alive? (Tell me.) Tell me. (I am summoning the courage to disappear. So, please forgive me.) Please forgive me. (I regret not throwing my life away when I was young.) I regret not throwing my life away when I was young. (And I was overcome with loathing. It feels like a sin just to be alive.) And I was overcome with loathing. It feels like a sin just to be alive. [Verse] (Why am I alive?) Why am I alive? (Tell me.) Tell me. (I am trying to summon the courage to throw my life away. So please forgive me.) So please forgive me. (I regret not throwing everything away when I was young.) I regret not throwing everything away when I was young. (And I hated myself. It feels like a sin just to be alive.) And I hated myself. It feels like a sin just to be alive.


