Mind feel cracked like a vinyl in a storm, Tryna play right but the needle still torn, Rules on the wall but the wall keep bendin’, Truth in my chest, but my choices keep endin’, I know what’s clean, but I live in the dust, Do I follow the code or the hunger and trust? Mama said walk straight, streets said survive, So I split down the middle just to stay alive, Halo got dents, horns got shine, Every decision feel like crossin’ a line, I don’t wanna be wrong, I just don’t wanna lose, Tryna pick God’s path in the devil’s shoes. Hook Distorted signal in my head when I pray, Right feel wrong and wrong feel okay, I don’t know if I’m strong or just numb from the pain, Tryna hear heaven through the static in my brain. Verse 2 I do good but the good don’t reward me, Do bad and the guilt come to audit me, I ain’t evil, I’m just exhausted, Tryna be pure in a world that’s toxic, Every choice got a shadow attached, Every promise come cracked like glass, I don’t chase sin but it chase me back, I don’t want war but I stay on track, If I break rules to protect my fam, Am I still wrong or a better man? If I stay silent while truth get killed, Am I peaceful or just weak-willed? Hook Distorted signal in my head when I pray, Right feel wrong and wrong feel okay, I don’t know if I’m strong or just numb from the pain, Tryna hear heaven through the static in my brain. Bridge (half-spoken, echo) I ain’t lost… I’m just deciding. I ain’t broken… I’m just fighting. I ain’t evil… I’m surviving. Verse 3 So I walk with my scars like credentials, Learned morals ain’t always simple, Some rules don’t fit every life, Some rights still feel like a fight, But I choose to be real over perfect, Choose reflection over surface, If I fall I’ll fall with intent, Not pretending I ain’t heaven-sent.
