some would say if I had a dick I was kissed on it by a fairy that day, i can't believed i got to walk away and got a chance to stay, the lawyers told me to come with nothing on the day, cause I would just be going to jail either way, even they were shook by what the judge had done and the turn of events that took place, a scary part of me and my family's past, that I will never be able to erase, the hurt I felt to see the look on my father's face as he sat there and waited and anticipated, the disappointment I felt knowing what I have created was becoming outdated. fuck the fast lane it went so fucking fast, that somehow my family ended up last, things that have left me fucking shaking, questioning my every decision I have been making, hanging with fake cunts that only know how to pretend, this is time to put this to rest and out the fast living to an end. I was hating on my representation thinking they were not on my team, maybe they forgot the seriousness of my chargess being handed up to supreme, but I didn't realise I could have been anyone and the risks would all be the same, I can say this whole thing has brought me so much Shame, but it did bring me and my family back closer then before, and now I know they love me still Ill just have to try and push for more. fuck the fast lane it was too fucking fast, that somehow my family ended up last, things that have left me fucking shaking, questioning my every decision I have been making, hanging with fake cunts that only being the end, this is time to put this to rest and put it all to an end. This bull shit has aged me well before my time, for putting my hands up all the time for everyones crime, this time though will be the fucking last, as I make better choices this memory moves further past. I appreciate my family for they never did quit on me, they stood by my side, and they came along and swallowed there pride, I can't ever thank them enough for all they have done, if they were not there that day, I would never have won. so fuck all the people of my past I'll have to leave some behind, but there not good friends that are hard to replace or find, it's time, I'm done, I have won,i don't care, it's unfair but its Time, its mine, I'll be fine, I have to roll up my sleeves and stop hanging out with drug addicted thieves, a future begins here, or I'll disappear. fuck the fast lane it went so fucking fast, that somehow my family ended up last, things that have left me fucking shaking, questioning my every decision I have been making, hanging with fake cunts that only know how to pretend, this is time to put this to rest and out the fast living to an end.
