(Verse 1) I stare at the mirror every single day My reflection shows a truth I cannot say I paint my lips a shade of cherry red I keep these secret wishes in my head (Pre-chorus 1) The silk against my skin feels like a dream Nothing in my life is ever what it seems (Chorus 1) I feel like a girl deep inside my soul Giving up my heart is how I take control I love the way you take me from behind This kind of pleasure is the only peace I find [Instrumental 1] (Verse 2) I wear the lace that hides the boy away I wait for the night to end the lonely day Your touch awakens every hidden part You hold the key to my beating heart (Pre-chorus 2) The heat is rising as I close my eyes I welcome the storm and the sweet surprise (Chorus 2) I feel like a girl deep inside my soul Giving up my heart is how I take control I love the feeling when you enter deep This is a secret that I long to keep [Instrumental 2] (Verse 3) I do not care what the world might say I will walk my own shimmering way The pressure in my back brings me such bliss I seal the deal with a soft and tender kiss (Final Chorus) I feel like a girl deep inside my soul Giving up my heart is how I take control I love the way you break my every wall Into your arms I will forever fall [Instrumental 3]