Intro Yeah… Another candle I don’t wanna light Wishin’ felt different But it don’t Chorus My birthday in 26 days, still feel the same Ain’t no cake for the pain, just scars in my brain They say, “You should be happy,” I don’t know how Smiles in the mirror but I’m breaking down Yeah, I’m older soon, but I’m still stuck Blow out candles, but I’m outta luck Verse 1 Counting days like they bullets in a clip Every year hit harder, I don’t feel legit Everybody asking, “What you wishin’ for?” I just wish I didn’t hurt like before I been smiling for the pics, then I crash inside Room dark, phone lit, tears I hide Growing up fast, but I’m still that kid Who just wanted love, not the shit I did Pre-Chorus They say time heals, but it don’t heal me I’m still 3 a.m. talkin’ to the ceiling Wish I felt special, wish I felt seen Another year older, same old me Chorus My birthday in 26 days, still feel the same Ain’t no cake for the pain, just scars in my brain They say, “You should be happy,” I don’t know how Smiles in the mirror but I’m breaking down Yeah, I’m older soon, but I’m still stuck Blow out candles, but I’m outta luck Verse 2 I don’t want presents, I want peace of mind I want one year where I’m actually fine I been tired of pretending I’m strong When every night feel way too long People say “you young, you got time” But my heart feel old, soul feel tired Every birthday wish the same damn thing That next year won’t hurt like this Bridge If I disappear, would they notice me? Or just post a pic sayin’ “RIP” I ain’t tryna die, just don’t wanna feel Like I’m alive but nothing’s real Last Chorus My birthday in 26 days, I’m still not okay Try to blow out the pain, but it won’t go away If I make a wish, hope it comes true I just wanna feel alive, not used Yeah, I’m older soon, but I’m still hurt Same broken heart in a brand new year Outro 26 days… Maybe I’ll feel different Maybe not But I’m still here
